Sunday, March 13, 2011

Sad skipper is sad. D:

I don't understand what I've done to deserve this.
I'm pretty much the laughing stock of my school.
I know people are talking about me.
Their whisper's aren't quiet.
They aren't even whispers.
They might as well be shouting it, for everyone knows and I can hear it.
In fact, it's moment's like this where I'm actually happy I'm busy. Because if I'm busy, then I don't have time to think, and if I don't have to think, then I don't have to remember this and feel the pain.
But still, it hurts.
Next time someone you want to talk about someone...
Just don't.
They'll feel like I do.
They'll feel like they've misplaced their trust.
Like they no longer have anyone.
I do have some friends that have stuck by me.
And in all honesty, I'll never be able to thank them enough...
So yeah...
That's me. I'm a sad, crying, emotion eating skipper at the moment.
And yep....
That's all.


  1. Oh noez!
    Skip, these people must be bitches.
    Bullying kills. Badly. I've been like that too. Except I didn't show that it hurt, but it still did.
    Your friends are always the ones who care about you, they will stand by your side no matter what.

  2. Bull. Shit.
    This warrants a rant. A really, really long rant. A rant so long it's post worthy. Check here:

  3. Skip, don't feel bad! I know it hurts, I have been bullied when I was seven. And eight. And nine. But someday the bullies will grow over it. Or they leave. I know it's strange to say it this way, but you'll get over it. It will hurt, badly, for a long time, but you'll get over it. And remember: there's always someone you can trust. But maybe you haven't found him/her yet. Until that time, you can always e-mail me, and I'll try to help you. I can't tell anyone, since I live in the Netherlands, so that's a second reason to trust me. Please, try it:

    - Jess

  4. Me do remember you have my emailaddy, do you?

  5. Thanks guys... I really appreciate the support. <3
    And booky, that was a really deep post. I agree with you. ^-^
    And thanks for helping me out guys. Things aren't as bad any more, but if I ever need support, it's nice to know I have people to e-mail. Thank you. <3

  6. And if you're feeling bad, try this song:

  7. Same- just try to remember not to forget that ;o)